Why do I have such trouble ...

with writing anything. I have a job that, fortunately or unfortunately, does not require much in the way of real writing (as in well-constructed sentences that are arranged in such a way as to effectively convey information and ideas). When I need to write anything else, though, on paper or on a computer, I often hesitate again and again, agonize about whether what I have to write is worth writing, and ultimately conclude that no, RPS, nothing you might write is really worth the time and effort. The only time I can avoid the agonizing is if I basically just spew out what's going through my brain at this very second - kind of like in this post. This doesn't make for high quality writing. So, if anyone wonders "why doesn't RPS post more often, and when he does, why does it just seem like random verbal spew?", there's your answer in a nutshell.